Saturday, 20 February 2016

The Adult Life (Not a Happy One)

Remember how when we were kids, all we ever wanted was to grow up. Asking money for candies, toys or that movie. Oh how are ego was hurt. How we had to explain why we wanted what we wanted.

Well, our perception of adulthood was the most incorrect one I must say. All the adults actually spend most of their time figuring out where their money is going away! I must say it is so difficult. All we worry about is how to earn the money that we seem to be losing away so easily.

We no longer have the time to figure out what we actually want. We no longer have to explain our money spending behavior to anyone else. And oh how I wish I did have to!

Now I have all the money in the world, which goes away in seconds time. And no clue on where it is going.

And why.. why do we have to behave like adults. I basically have zero ability to convince anyone. I can't still be adult about it. In front of my close ones, I am a total brat. Never appreciated ofcourse. In front of people I am not close to, God forbid if I say no to these people. And well, with strangers it makes me comfortable to believe I am under the cloak of invisibility. 

I basically have no clue as to where life is going up. Still makes no sense that we grew up to be such stressed out human beings. Why do we care so much about doing well in our jobs and have no time for our loved ones? 

Why can't I just travel and have no task list on my mind. I swear to God, there are elves inside my head. I basically fall off sleeping of all the PENDING ACTION ITEMS, and when I wake up, the list just keeps increasing. The worst time is when I travel to work. Oh the traffic. So we are these bunch of adults on the road trying to take up each and every inch just to get ahead. I mean.. this is just on the way to work. Must I explain how it is at work?

I keep thinking we are meant to do more, than be monotonous. But maybe us adults are nothing different from those monkeys in that experiment. Anyone who tries to actually get to the banana must be hurt. Anyone who is different is the biggest damage to human society.